For the right reasons, you might still feel like the bad-guy [girl], at least for a little while.

Oh well.

So it’s Monday! Wohoo! Um, yeah… But there are plans to make and numbers to crunch and a decision to wheedle out of Mom on her birthday stuff. We seem to be in an impasse: Cruise that will be mega-fun but only 4 of us can afford to go on or beach house for a week that 8 of us can use at various times but can Mom keep herself entertained for a week on St George Island??? But it’s not my decision (which is frustrating because originally it was going to be all my decision, me and Mom on a cruise ship, her getting her life-long wish, etc etc etc.) Phhfffft!

I feel like I need a new diversion, a jump-start if you will, but I don’t see myself as having time or energy for one right now. Such is the paradox, no? On the other hand, I will have plenty of time all to myself to work on my projects. Yup. Plenty of time. This is a good thing. Maybe tonight–after staring at iWeb for a couple of hours–I might tackle some more of the Abyss. Yes, that can be it. Spring cleaning and all that jazz. Maybe even find the patch-kit for Priscilla (the inflatible dress dummy named by Izzie, fabulous name btw, but it makes me want to add feathers…). Not that I would keep her inflated if I did patch her. Please… I’m so spooked by my own shadows some nights that I have to check all closets and cabinets for lurking beings, even to the point of looking behind the TRANSLUCENT shower curtain. Because I’m a dork and slightly OCD such that if I make the mistake of checking one place before bed I have to check them all or the paranoia gets to me. So can you see me not freaking out if I had the shape of a body somewhere in my apartment? Yeah, me neither.